Horny all night

Woke up three times with attempted erection pulling on my balls. And I'm still horny this morning.

While it's great to feel those hard-ons being held down, after a while my cock and balls are a bit sore.

In a Hurry

Well, I had a lot of coffee this morning and went to the mall for some shopping. Had to go. Didn't want to go into the stalls and sit to pee. One of the problems with the Jailbird is that sometimes the cage gets twisted around and the penis along with it. Anyway, I had to go badly and just walked up to the urinal, opened my fly and pulled my cage through the y-front of my boxer briefs and let go.

I knew something was wrong as soon as I felt something warm and wet going down my left leg. 

I've made this mistake before but not in such a public place.  Do you think anyone noticed?

And we're back

Back locked in my Jailbird. Had a nice Saturday with 3 cums: one ruined and two regular. I did manage to clean out the pipes.

But I'm locked up now and my cock doesn't like it. It likes to be hard.

What do you want?

A brief poll for my readers:

What do you want to see me blog?

1. Advice on choosing a chastity cage and wearing it
2. Photos of me in my cage
3. My feelings and experiences wearing a cage
4. Other

Please reply in the comments. 💓

Why do I do what I do?

I've read a few blog posts recently and I'm reading a book about coming out later in life that have me thinking (again) about chastity. Why do I do it?

Is is because I'm a sub at heart? Was I born this way (gay sub)?

Am I a control freak? Do I want to control my sexuality? Am I ashamed? Do I want to punish myself?

Is it because I'm a bit of an exhibitionist? Like a tattoo or a leather collar?

I don't know. What's your reason?

Dawn's Early Light

I must be feeling better. I woke up this morning to a nice attempted hardon with a dribble of precum.

Should I get a keyholder?

I'm good at keeping myself locked but I'm still in control. I'm thinking that giving up control would be the next step and a turn on.

What do you think?

Would you be interested in being my keyholder?

Inadvertant Prostrate Massage

It's been a week since my last orgasm, not particularly long, but I guess long enough.

I was "taking a dump" and just after I finished my "business" I felt a vague sensation like I was urinating. I stood up and saw a long line of precum/cum draining from my locked cock. It wasn't a pleasurable experience--I didn't feel much of anything.

Another ruined orgasm.

Day 8

It was a rough night. I don't know if it was something I ate or my balls suffering another erection hit, but I woke up about 1:00 AM in pain and nauseous. I took a leak and an antacid and didn't feel quite as bad.

But I woke up this morning, took a 30 minute walk and went to work feeling rather good.

Tomorrow is my unlocking day! But I'm going to wait until night because I my cb came off one night and I'm taking a half day penalty, although it wasn't my fault.

How long should my next lock-up be? I'm thinking two weeks. Good grief, that sounds like a long time. I don't think I've gone that long since I was hospitalized after a bad accident back in 1972 when I was 22.

Morning Wood

Woke up this morning about 5:00 AM with morning wood. Owww. My nuts are still tender. I don't know if it's the masochist in me but part of me kind of enjoyed it.

Watched the Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 last night and while I thought it was in need of editing, I thought that the sad tone was very well done.

It's here! It fits!

Well, my CB6000 arrived while I was at work. The postman stuffed it into my mailbox and it took about 10 minutes to get the cardboard box out of the mailbox. Perhaps not the best omen.

I opened the box and took out all the parts. Damn, this thing has more parts than a clock! Thinking about it, I suspect that this is another thing that attracts males. We love to tinker.

Anyway I sorted the parts and washed them in the sink and tried it on. Well, I tried. As most first timers note, trying on your first chastity device will immediately cause you to have an erection. Trying to put on the "A Ring" was like trying to put ten pounds of puppies into a five pound bag. After some manhandling, I got the ring on and then the plastic piece that connects the top. I watched television for about half an hour and got my boner down enough to push my cock into the cage. I DID IT!

I've had it on for over an hour just sitting around, walking around the house and up and down the stairs. It feels good. No pinching. My cock seems quite happy. I've had a couple of attempts at an erection and I've tried to distract myself successfully.