Last night I was watching a video of nice looking white guy go down on a very large black cock. The white guy had done this before, I suspect. He had his nose in the black guy's pubes on the third stroke. And while it did seem to take some effort, he didn't seem to mind the hard work that eventually was rewarded.
Well, this video resulted in a significant erection that resulted in turn with my balls being squeezed. I could have stopped the video at some point and relieved the pain but I persisted until the climax (the top's, not mine). I recognize that I have a masochistic streak, but is chastity making me more of a masochist? Am I substituting a mix of pleasure and pain for my masturbatory habits? Should I limit my porn while in chastity or is porn a way to highlight what I'm missing? Answer the poll I've set up on the right. Thanks.
An older gay man's musings about sex, chastity, food, photography and whatever I want to talk about.
During the past nine months I've used porn as a reward and a punishment. My KH used to forbid me to watch it. And now I limit myself to one hour a day, otherwise I would watch for hours. I do enjoy my erections while watching porn, but since I changed to the Birdlocked, there is no pain, only pleasure.
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