Holy Trainer Ordered

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Why Do I Enjoy This?

Why do I enjoy this? I've been locked for two days and haven't had an orgasm for seven days. Early this morning, about 4:30, I awoke to rather significant nocturnal tumescence (or morning wood). I could feel my cb6ks squeezing my cock and pulling on my balls. It wasn't too painful and I enjoyed it tremendously. I could feel the hormones as my face felt flushed and my heart beat stronger and faster. I eventually sat down to urinate and the erection eased, but it did feel so nice.

Well... That Was a Long Time

Well... that was a long time. I haven't been wearing my cb6k regularly since my last post up until this weekend. Maybe once or twice a year. I've been experimenting with edging and ruined orgasms. Which can be amazing: feeling my hormones slosh back and forth. I don't know why I put the plastic back on again this weekend. But it felt good. "Back in the saddle again."

Kind of Disappointing

After two weeks of denial, I masturbated to orgasm Sunday night. It was nice, but kind of disappointing. It's Tuesday and I'm having trouble even getting it up. I seem to have more fun when I don't cum.

Ruined

Teased myself a bit too much last night. I wasn't exactly edging but having a good strong erection. I had set a time limit on my pleasure and at the stroke of 10 I stopped stimulation. I lay back to rest and felt a slight rush of what I thought might be piss. But it was a leak of cum. No orgasm or pleasurable pulse, just a feeling of wet on my leg. Not as much as a full load either, much less. Still, I guess this qualifies as a "ruined orgasm." Not satisfying at all. I wish it hadn't happened. But I'm still horny as hell. Should I be punished?

Edging

It's been a week since my last orgasm and today was an amazing experience. I woke up with an erection. After getting up to pee (I'm over 60!) I was so horny that just touching myself got me close to orgasm. I edged several times but decided that I didn't want to tempt fate and put my cock away. I calmed down and decided that I would go at least another week. It's been at least six months since I've gone that long. I forgot how good it feels.

It's been a while

I know it's been months since my last post. I've been locked and unlocked during that time. Mostly unlocked. Lately I've been doing chastity without the device. I've been going about a week at a time. The difference is that I've been getting myself hard watching porn and playing with my cock. Not enough to come or come close. (I don't trust myself that much. Just enough to get really frustrated. I've gotten a few cases of "blue balls" where it hurts for a while. Of course, I've also been taking the opportunity to abuse my balls a bit and I guess that helps. I've been reading some stories about humiliation and find it to be a fascinating subject.