It's been a while

I know it's been months since my last post. I've been locked and unlocked during that time. Mostly unlocked. Lately I've been doing chastity without the device. I've been going about a week at a time. The difference is that I've been getting myself hard watching porn and playing with my cock. Not enough to come or come close. (I don't trust myself that much. Just enough to get really frustrated. I've gotten a few cases of "blue balls" where it hurts for a while. Of course, I've also been taking the opportunity to abuse my balls a bit and I guess that helps. I've been reading some stories about humiliation and find it to be a fascinating subject.