Well, Maybe Not

Tough night, I was up three times with erections that were crushing my poor balls. I tried to piss but it came so slowly. The last was at 6 AM so I got up. Just a phase, I know.

I've been reading various blogs and discussion boards and I am interested in how men wearing chastity devices perceive their penis after they have been locked up for a while, after being locked has become routine.

Some men describe a "null" feeling--they no longer fell like they have a cock--just a piece of metal or plastic between their legs. Others describe a more organic feeling. They still feel their cocks but their device has become a part of their body, maybe as part of their cock, albeit one that restricts access and pleasure.

I can't say that I have the experience to agree with one or the other. The longest I've been locked is just over two weeks.

What's your experience?

Surprisingly Easy

I was afraid that after 2+ weeks out of my cb, I'd have to start over again in acclimating to the device, but I got back into the groove without problems (so far). My biggest problem is a nasty eye infection (pink eye). Ugh!

Back Home

Back from my trip to Europe (Rome, Malta and Ireland). I had a good time but I'm glad to be back in my own bed. I'm planning to go back into my cb tomorrow and going for a month lockup.

A street in Mdina, Malta. A very beautiful city on a stunning island nation in the middle of the Mediterranean.  Very medieval here. You can imagine chastity belts being forged here. (But probably used only on women.)

See ya!

I'm otta here. 2 weeks. Vacation. I'll try to check in but I'm not exactly staying at the Ritz in Silicon Valley, if you know what I mean.

Hey, watch your brother while I'm gone. I'm holding YOU responsible.  ;-)

Happy Labor Day Weekend. I think we need this.

Packing

I'm getting ready to go on a two-week vacation in Europe. Yea! I have taken off my cb because I have relatives/visitors who are joining us for our vacation, we're already sharing a bathroom and I'm not going to start explaining my chastity device to my sister-in-law. So, it's off and I do miss it. I've noticed that when I take it off, I feel much smaller.