Hard test

I think I got hard three times last night: once, before I went to sleep, I was reading a gay novel and had to stop because I was straining so hard against my cage. Then twice during the night my erections woke me. I'll sometimes just let these erections play out. But the first time the ring was pulling so tight on the underside of my ball sack that I got up and tried to pee to relieve the pressure.The third time was about 5 AM and I couldn't believe it was hard again and leaking.

Oh, well.

Weekend

It's been a very good weekend. It's the first weekend in six weeks that it hasn't snowed. It got up to 40 degrees F today--almost normal.

I'm still locked and it feels good. Horny, but good. It seems like my balls are a bit looser than they used to be which is good.

Back In

My appointment with the Dermatologist went well--nothing had to be removed. (I have a family history of melanoma.)

And I'm back in my Holy Trainer. I find that I can get into it much easier than my cb6ks because it only has three pieces. While I was out for about 24 hours I think I only had a semi erection while washing in the shower. It wasn't really a sexual erection; more like stretching.

It's been two weeks of no orgasms and except for a couple of days out of my cage for doctors appointments, I'm locked up for lent. About four weeks to go.

I seem to be in the stride where I don't feel particularly horny. But that could change at any moment.

Out for the Doctor

I've got a dermatologist appointment tomorrow morning for a full body scan, so I'm going to be out of my cage for a day. I promise that I won't take advantage of myself.

Dirty Pictures

Apparently blogger/google is not going to allow "pornographic" photos and videos on blogs that they host. In spite of the fact that they have an "adult" feature that will protect the general public from such horrors.

I've removed the photos that might offend (there were only two) but I'll probably look around for an adult site.

This type of behavior and efforts to regulate the internet like the FCC, UN and every other government hack that wants to control the world: fuck off.

In

Back in the Holy Trainer since Wednesday. Two nights in a row I had nice morning wood at about 4 AM. My cock trying to break free but firmly held in place while pulling on my balls. I could feel the flush from the wave of hormones. Sweet.

I know we're not all symmetrical; faces are different one side from the other. One of our balls hangs lower than the other. I "dress left." I think that's why my holy trainer ends up turned along the "roll axis" as I wear it. I find that I have to turn it back and pull my balls around to get it pointing in the right direction. If I don't the curves of the ring don't fit as designed and it pushes up into my taint. I have to adjust each time I take a leak. I guess I didn't notice it as much with the cb6k because it had a round ring.

Out

I got out for Valentine's Day and even got one ruined and one real orgasm. Wow, it really builds up. I've got a physical exam this week and will probably lock up after that. I miss it, particularly at night.