Too big

The urethral tube which ends in a bulb is impossible for me to get into my urethra. I've tried several times with silicone lube, but no luck.

I'm not surprised. I guess that I will need to get a training sound that will expand my piss hole.

Suggestions?

So, I ordered this

I'm kind of scared, but excited, of course. I've done a bit of urethral play but we'll see.

Gone fishin'

Well, I'm about 3 weeks into this period of chastity and my libido seems to be on vacation. It's funny; just a few days ago I was waking up at 4 AM with a nice erection straining against my cage. Just a glance at a picture of a shirtless guy would "awaken something deep inside."

I'm sure that this, too, will pass. I hope so.